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[06 Jun 2005|06:50pm] |
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Damn its already June..how did that happen? Thats actually good cause that means only 6 more months of this CRAPY year! Uh--*sighs*
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[21 May 2005|09:12pm] |
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Omg--I am freaking out right now. I have been doing homework since 11 this morning! I have soooo much! Ah--I have a HUGE headach!Ek--!
So, last night I went to the movies with Kiersten, Kellie, Jazz, Clay, and Jason. [Kiersten's couisn.] I got home packed a bag cause I spent the night and my mom took me over to her house and then when I was there. Picked out a outfit for me to wear. Ate dinner really fast. Then Jason came and picked us up and we drove over to Chatsworth to pick up Kellie and then we drove and picked up Jazz, drove over to the movies. Saw the movie! hahaha..got scared to death. Keir I have marks! After that we just walked around trying to figure out what the hell to do. We decide we were hungry but we didnt have enough seats in the car to go anywhere. We snuck into another movie. Left before it ended cause we wanted to. Jason, Keir, Kellie, and I decided to leave and drive Kellie home. We did. But on the way there we decided to stop by buger king! Lol..what an experience. By this time is was already 10:45 and Kier's grandma said we had to be home by 11 so we were racing back. We were at Shermway and something and we had to get to Lake Manor. We got home at excatly 11. Of course her grandma wasnt even up but still..
This morning woke up at like 10. Ate breakfast, watched a little tv, and then started this damn homework! Ah--! LoL
So, I am back to my homework! Lala...
*Tommy, I hope you had fun at prom!*
*Mauh*
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[16 May 2005|12:40pm] |
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So, I stayed home today. I woke up like at 10:3o and was like "shit...I over slept." Haha. My mom was already up so I guess if she wanted me to get up she would have woken me up. I was very tired and still not feeling 100%. As my grandma would say "You are still a bit under weather.." Hahaha. Thats funny!
Later today or I dunno..soon my mama is taking me to the mall cause I got to get some things for certain people's birthday's that are coming soon! Hrm--I wonder who that is..I have NO IDEA! Hahaha..
I really wanna go to the bowling alley tonight with my mama and James because I met this really nice guy there yesterday and he is going to be there tonight. Not that it will change anything that has happened in the last week or so. But hey someone nice and that likes me back. Cant be that bad..right. I just wont trust him for a while. But hey...I might as well take a chance! Ha..I hate chances...
I had a horrible dream last night. I ran into "someone" that lied to me and I caught them. I remember what I said to the too. Thats weird! Hopefully it wont come true and I wont have to use the words either.
*Words are lies that are desgised as actions. But actions mean everything. They show more and they say more. Words...words they mean nothing because you cant justify your actions by them.*
Or something like that..whatever..
Well I gotta go!
ByE!
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1 Say They Do.. -:-Do You Give A Rat's Ass About Me..? |
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[15 May 2005|11:11am] |
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Yesterday was so much fun! Omg--hehe. I enjoyed the cake sooo much! I am so saving the rest for me! Haha...
After the party we went back to my house. Well Kiersten, Kayla, Philip, and Jon Rob did. I opened my gifts. That was fun! Hehe..and then we all went into my room and was hanging out. We ordered foodZ! YuM! Kayla had to go home for a while. =(. But we brought you food over! The 2 hottest delievery girls! Hahahaha!
Kiersten, Jon Rob, Phil, and I were all hanging in my room talking and trying to figure out a way to fit all 4 of us on my bed! That was funny...hehe. We had a tickling and bitting fest! And then we danced and stuff like that. Kiersten went home and took her fishy! Hehehe. And then it was just me and the boys. Hahaha..Kayla came back over and then like 10-15 minutes later Phil's dad came to pick him up and he left. Me, Kay, and Jon Rob were all in my room hanging out. Jon Rob took over my bed and Kay and I took the floor! Haha..I started to fall asleep and then all the sudden Jon Rob falls off my bed almost on Kayla. But she moved just seconds before. That was funny..then we all ended up on the floor and we were all talking. Jon Rob's sister came and picked him up. By then it was like 11:3o and I was soooooooooo tired so Kayla and I went to sleep! Heheh..
So over-all yesterday was fun. Got to see people that I havent seen in sooooo long. Disappointed in some people. But I will eventually get over. I will forgive but not forget! Hahahahahaha..well it depends on who you are. Yea..
So today its all about rest because I dont want to get sicker than I already am. No good..but I want to go to the mall. I need to get some b-day gifts for certain people...*cough* Anyways...yea...gotta go! Bye
*Thanks to all the came...
I love you Kayla Jean Nelson! Thank you for everything! *Mauh*
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2 Say They Do.. -:-Do You Give A Rat's Ass About Me..? |
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[13 May 2005|05:32pm] |
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So, my party is tomorrow. Thats the only thing that is making me happy right now. I am still upset from recent events that have occured. I want to say thank you to certain people that have been kinda helping me through these times. You know who are. Thank you.
Today has been a pretty hard day. I cant help but not want to cry at certain times. Though I have been only cried maybe 3 times today instead of like every 30 minutes [haha]. It's been stressful.
I also owe my friend Kierstein and Phillip from school [who wont be reading this but oh well] a HUGE hug because they have been making me feel better over the days. My little "K" who is there letting me cry on her shoulder and make me see I am ok and Phillip who makes me laugh cause he is a goof ball. Haha...thanks guys! *Mauh*
Well, since I have become who I am at the current moment I am about to get ready to go to my sister's b-ball pratice.
I am off...
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[12 May 2005|03:45pm] |
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Well, tell me what happens when you dont sleep, eat, and cry on and off for about 24 hours? You get what I look like right now. I dont know how many people came up to me today at school and said "Sara, whats wrong. You look so upset.?" All I could do is look at them and then start to tear up.
I am going back into my little hole. Its nice in there because I am protected from all of this. So see you guys at the end of that hole...hopefully.
*If YOU [certain person you know who you are] are reading this. I hope you are happy. Honestly..cause thats all I have ever wanted for you. Just make sure that you dont let some things spin out of control because some day you might regret something because its so easy to lose things these days. I did...
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2 Say They Do.. -:-Do You Give A Rat's Ass About Me..? |
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[11 May 2005|03:10pm] |
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Wow--once again I have been decived by people that are supposed to be my friends or more than that. You people know who you are. Why do I even bother putting my heart out there. All it does is get crushed. I keep getting lied to over and over again. I know I am stupid because I am the one who keeps falling for those beautiful lies that you people kept setting out for me like traps. I feel like a mouse and cheese. Bad analogy I know but...whatever I dont care.
"YOU" and you know who you are...cause I know you read this...why...what did I ever do but try to love you. You lie to my..straight to my face and you know it. I know it who cant you. Just give me the truth thats all I ever wanted from you. Just show me something...ah---
People...just be honset with me...thats all I want and always wanted...
Screw the World...
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4 Say They Do.. -:-Do You Give A Rat's Ass About Me..? |
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[08 May 2005|11:08am] |
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**Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers out there!
Today my family is coming over for lunch/dinner I guess. I excited because I havent seen these people in a while and then next weekend I will see them at my party!
Last night was sooooooooo much fun! Thank you Charlene for inviting me! It was good seeing people that I havent seen in like 3 weeks! Jeez!
Tomorrow I have all 6 classes like a normal school because we are reviewing for the state-testing or whatever you call it. Its tuesday-friday. All the days I get out at 12:3o which is fricken great because I have to do a lot of things for next weekend: get my nails done, get shoes, and other things! So that is good! =D Chatsworth has testing next week right?
Well I gotta go take a shower and crap like that. Haha...
Talk to fools later!
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4 Say They Do.. -:-Do You Give A Rat's Ass About Me..? |
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[02 May 2005|04:36pm] |
I wonder if you can die from stress? Because I am under so-------------------> much stress right now. Uh----I need to scream my bloody head off! Ready 1...2...3...."Ah---------------------------------------->"
Ok, better now...I think.
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4 Say They Do.. -:-Do You Give A Rat's Ass About Me..? |
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[02 May 2005|04:14pm] |
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Ok, so...its monday..right..? yea..lol
my back is acting weird-ness again!? Damn! i am beginning to think its because of stress!lol.. hm--
its may! the best month!
i am hungry--
Much love..
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[25 Apr 2005|06:00pm] |
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So, my internet was down for like a week. *tears*. Had a very intersting weekend. Lol..for those who know.
My birthday is excatly 1 month and 56 minutes! I am soooooooo excited! My party is like...2 weeks from this saturday..! Yay!
My mama's b-day is this saturday. She is gonna be the nig 4o! hahaha! So yea..
( This would be nice )
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